I'd still go back to you

We've only met but you're constantly stuck in my head on replay.

We've only touched a couple of times but I still get high from the after rush.

We never see eye to eye but when you pull me close, you're my safe house.

We say nothing but every time you look at me, sparks and fireworks go off.

I know you don't deserve me and frankly, neither do I but I still want you in my life.

I know you drive me crazy but I'm afraid I'm no longer accustomed to the deadly silence.

I know you're no good for me but what good is life without you in mine?

I know you don't want me in your life but if you call, I'd be there in a heartbeat.

I know you're all wrong for me but at the end of the day, I'd still go back to you.

You're everything I'm against.

You're everything I hate about myself.

You're everything I love about myself.

You're everything I never wanted.

Yet, I know I'd still go back to you.

They (You) told me to move on, that I deserve better.

They (You) told me to forget about the past, that the future holds greater things.

They (You) told me to leave it all behind, that it'll go away soon enough.

But what if I don't want better?

But what if I don't want to forget?

But what if I don't want this to go away?

Yet, I know at the end of the day, you're always going to be what I want.

I'd still go back to you.

*inspired by Selena Gomez's Back To You