When I close my eyes

When you close your eyes, what do you see?

I see my past coming to life, chasing after me.

I see the same repetitive antagonizing rejections.

I see their contorted, wretched faces.

I see all the sore regrets.

I see me drowning.

Help me

When you close your eyes, what do you see?

I see familiar faces staring at me.

I see strangers seeking redemption.

I see their pack o' lies.

I see my numbing pain.

I see me falling.

Let go

When you close your eyes, what do you see?

I see confused faces looking back at me.

I see exhaustion in my tired eyes.

I see them disappearing slowly.

I see my time running out.

I see nothing, oblivion.

Wake up