Don't Look Back, You're Not Going That Way

For better or worse, you've already made your decision to leave your current predicament so why look back in regret wishing to go back to the same old place where you've grown tired and sick of just because it's familiar? Sometimes in life though, such decisions are made by others for you and you're unfortunately, being discarded and tossed into the abyss like an useless piece of scrap. But as they say, one man's trash is another man's treasure, so don't feel too upset when you've been rejected. It just means that it's not meant to be.

Do you get that rush when you wake up every morning? I do. I'm excited about 5 am workouts and it pleases my soul to indulge in my wholesome breakfast consisting of walnuts, almonds, cashews mixed into a pretty palette of fruit bowl of tangerines, grapes, blueberries, bananas and a few chunks of awesome kyoto black sesame toast (or quiona purple wheat loafs). I love stepping into my awesome work desk every morning, hustling and bustling the entire day away doing what I've always dreamt of. I get really chirpy and high when I meet up and have deep conversations with like-minded friends every now and then. The freedom I have during the weekends to engage in creatives, gaming, watching shows and spending time with my family is more than I can ask for. There's absolutely nothing better than feeling like everyday's an enriching gift. I know I'm changing rapidly, I'm no longer who I was from a month ago, let alone a couple months back or even the start of the year. But strangely, I'm not scared anymore.

Once again, I thank all you past Lucifers for showing me the true evil of the world. Because 1) I don't ever want to turn out like you sad, bitter, selfish beings and 2) You've all graciously pushed me off the cliff that I wasn't supposed to be on. I also sincerely thank all you amazing friends that I've made along the way for showing me that there's silver linings in every dark cloud. So stop looking back and wishing you were still at that place. Start taking charge of your life. Now is always better.

xoxo,

Wendy