The Paradigm Shift

7 days into 2018 and I woke up with a bubbly new found revelation. At 7:43am with my eyes barely wide open, I texted Maybelle:

"Maybelle you know what I found out about the whole concept of love? It's that, you can be the most cynical person and the most distrustful when it comes to love but when it hits you, you're willing to let go part of the cynicism to believe that something beautiful will grow. But then you'll fall into the pit again if shit happens. Though I guess that's a risk people are willing to take. "

Maybe this year is finally the year when I learn to stop putting up a brave front and constantly stack up iron bars behind the already locked door. It's funny how much your own perspective can change when you watch Dream work's movie (I caught Strange Magic the other day). I don't exactly know for sure how this will all pan out and I'm still the most cynical person ever, but I do hope I'll make my way toward a more engaging reality when it comes to building fundamental relationships with people.